A little help?

So seriously folks. My daughter is living with a guy that went to jail for 3 months for threatening to kill my son, does anyone understand that this is a horrible situation and is out of my control? I guess I will have to report all this to social services when i can convince myself to, but the whole point of that other blog entry found directly below this one was to try and explain my life is quite out of my control.

I NEED HELP, the help of people that do not have the problems i have, to champion a cause that is simply and quite honestly, trying to save my life and better the lives of my son and daughter.

I want to fight but do not have the means, mental ability or strength to do so.

I'm getting really stressed out, Kat won't even entertain the idea of me being at my house for one day to make an appointment with a Doctor I've been on a waiting list to see for 3 months.

To make sure, in case he reads this, this does not include Paul, he's got my back better than anyone has lately. But can no one else understand? Will no one else help me? Fuck people, you can't hate me that much.