Thursday, December 21, 2006

Heard any good stories about me lately?

Perhaps the one where I start blacking out, think i'm dying, manage to settle down, drive to Tanis's school to pick him up, and then precede to have multiple black out / numbness /freaking out /thinking I'm gonna die / saying fuck in front of my 7 years olds elementary school's office staff episodes, Then being taken to the back room of the office, laying down, hearing sirens, having, first responders, then EMT's show up and tell me I have a heart rate of 120 bpm, and that they're taking me to the Hospital via ambulance, having my step brother Shaun pick up Tanis, then go get Kat from her job, and all of them come down to meet me, where I sit in a gown with EKG wires attached to my chest.....

did you hear that one?

I thought I was having a heart attack, although honestly I always think something is wrong with me, it seems though, that I have more severe anxiety than I thought I had, since this was despite my lack of sleep, water and general healthy living, just a big scary anxiety attack.

what a fucking day.

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